I just wanna be happy. Is it so difficult?!

Nt tt I'm unhappy but I'm sure I can do btr.

It's nv enough, is it?

Can I take unpaid leave & catch up on all my lost slp since 2008?

Hi to whoever who still bothers to read my blog.

In case I didn't mention, I shifted. Yes. I shifted hse, agn. I'm still in e East though.

It's like I pressed e 'Restart' button in my life cus shifting is no feat. This is prolly e first time I'm blogging frm my new place & I've been here for what, like 2 months or smth? I finally shifted to my permanent room cus e mini reno was still going on. Fyi, only the painting & e toilet is done. So for now, I'm living my childhood dream of 'living out of e suitcase' & it's nt really a dream anymore cus in actual fact, it sucks big time. Those who know me should know tt I have a slight case of OCD so this mess tt I'm living in is killing me softly! I couldn't stand it anymore so I went down to IKEA to gt my wardrobe & bookcase (it's called a bookcase but I'm definitely not going to use it as one). WORK IN PROGRESS, STILL.

Aiight, hitting e sheets aft my lousy attempt to pack.


Night ya'll.

It's do or die; no room for anymore tries.

I have set my head & heart to do this so I will & I must.

I rly can just drop it & not care.

Determination Baby;

Tt's all we need.

Guest: Can you make some recommendations?

Me: I'd be happy to. But before that, may I just check if there is anything tt you dont take? Any meat? How abt spicy food?

Guest: Absolutely no! We take everything & anything!

Me: Tt's gd. For a start, I recommend the Fish Maw w/ blablabla. It's pretty..

Guest: Oh no! He dont take fish maw.

Me: In that case, how abt the Sliced Pork w/ blablaba..

Guest: We dont fancy pork.

Me: E egg plant is one of our signature dish as well.

Guest: We hate egg plant.

Blablabla.

Me: For e mains, I will definitely suggest the Crispy Lamb blablabla.

Guest: Oh we dont like e smell.

Me: How abt e Beef w/ blablabla..

Guest: We cannot take beef.

SRSLY? I thought they take everything & anything?!